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It is Labor Day 2011 tomorrow. It has been a busy month so far. The first was my brother Kevin's birthday! Happy birthday to a super, wonderful, kind man whom I am proud to call BROTHER!
The second was a day full of phone calls and planning with LDS Family Services in Utah and LDS Family Services in Dallas, to coordinate and facilitate our last adoption.
The third was a day of sadness mixed with a day of joyful blessing! September 3, 2011 marks 20 months since my precious baby Emily left this earth and flew to Heaven into the arms of Jesus. My sadness was tempered with joy this month though, as my daughter (in-law, but really my daughter) Dana, was baptized into the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints. I have enjoyed watching her testimony of Christ grow and her knowledge advance as she reads her scriptures and comes to understand the Gospel of Jesus Christ. What a choice spirit and beautiful daughter of God she is! I was so proud to see my son, Andrew, holding the Priesthood and being able to baptize his wife. What a special memory they will forever share!
Tomorrow, on Labor Day, we will rest as a family and begin to prepare for our trip to Salt Lake City on Wednesday to meet our new son, Joshua and his birth mother.
On Tuesday, September 6th, I celebrate my own birthday. My children bought me a beautiful charm bracelet and couldn't wait to give it to me! It has charms representing each child and one telling me I am loved. I treasure it already! I will be adding many more charms of special meaning over the years to this bracelet. Maybe one day I will be leaving it to a special grand-daughter.
On Wednesday, we will leave for Utah. Dana and I will be driving, so we hope to arrive on Thursday. It will be a 24 hour car ride, but we will split it into two days, and it will be a fun road trip for us!
Friday will be the day we meet Joshua for the first time. I feel I know him already. I feel his spirit in my heart and I cannot wait to hold him and cuddle him. Joshua's birthday is also Wednesday, September 7th, and he will be two years old. September 7th is also Kevin and I's 26th wedding anniversary! What a special day this will be!
Kevin will be joining us in Salt Lake City on Saturday the 10th to meet his son also. If all goes well and without a delay, we will be signing paperwork on Monday the 12th, and Joshua will be all ours! We will have to stay in Utah until Interstate Compact is complete between Utah and Texas, and then we will be able to travel home with our little boy.
The crib is all set up and the family is all ready to take on a new little one. Joshua has Spina Bifida, like our Stephen, so we feel competent and prepared to have him join our family. We know we can take good care of him and help him live his life to the fullest and be happy and healthy!
So it is a joyful, busy time in our lives, while at the same time, still a sorrowful, melancholy joy. We still miss our Emily so very much. She is always on my heart and mind. What would have been her sixth birthday is coming up in October and that will be a very hard day. I know she is smiling down on us as we prepare to take Joshua into our family and probably had a hand in him joining us! She knows he will be comfort and joy to her mommy, and will ease some of my longing and heartache for her. But she also knows I will always, always miss her sweet spirit and beautiful little face. No other child could ever replace my Emily, but I am happy for the opportunity to develop love and bonding with another little one, who in his own way, will be irreplaceable also!
In my heart there is always room for more children and more love! But Joshua will be our last adoption. In the future my love will be shared again with grandchildren (I hope)! There will be rest from my labors, and I can pass the torch to my children to toil and teach and love their families as I do mine!
Today in Church, the opening hymn was "Because I Have Been Given Much". This did not surprise me, as it has always been played and sung when we are pondering an adoption. But it did remind me once again, how blessed I am! My Heavenly Father has given me so much in my life and I am so thankful for His love and His comfort in times of need.
So, the next time I write, I will be a mother of SIX. Can't wait to post pictures and tell you all about Joshua!!
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